Till now...

Flashback

2010-07-14T01:20:00.002+08:00

YIT on saturday was a disaster for me, wanted to win so badly till i was totally off form and sprained my ankle twice. my worst match ever. killed the chance of the team scoring tries. I really dont know what on earth was i doing. with last match fighting for 5th with NP, match ended up in sudden death. seeing the opponent run thru us and the ball touch the try line, my heart sank. yet again we lose.
looking at other team capt and took a look at myself, i dont even have half of their ability.
Im sorry team, i disappointed all of you.

third run

2010-06-04T03:30:00.004+08:00

Sundown last saturday was my third 10km run. a word to describe the run is AWESOME! its been a long time i have this feeling. much better timing this time round, clocking in at 1hour 11min. shaving off 9 min from my last run. doing those fitness helps i guess. the first 2km was super hyper, after which energy started draining off. reaching the 5km mark abs started to feel damn wrong. staring at the sky of changi coast road watching plane fly across my head, i just feel like chasing those plane. crossing the finishing line was the best feeling, feeling that sense of achievement all tiredness was worth while. BEST RUN WITH BEST RUNNING MATES!

Filling our stomach at xinwang cafe after run, oh just make me feel that my run was wasted again. but who cares at least i did burnt some fats before loading it. nice night spend.

im already looking forward to next run, 7.5km cancer run. why is running so addictive? im loving it!

meph, eunice, sam, me ( spot my ugly tan lines)

2010-05-21T01:51:00.002+08:00

so many things just happened
its like unlimited
getting this done
yet another come in
perhaps that's life
im not born to please everyone
the best i can do is just comprimise
i don't owe you a living
i start to hate this shit
all i can do is
hoping for the better
counting down the days
i just want to be normal

2010-04-25T23:49:00.003+08:00

NYP & RP T.RUGGERS AT HOLLAND.V

Hmmmm where shld i get started frm??? ok frm my passion

done with sp junior touch, had friendly match with tjc, xlb outing, club crawl and ya of cos the on off on off training. learning abit here and there from others, but im still as sucky as ever like never seems to improve. having my down days in touch, dun feel motivated to go for trg at all and even having thoughts of quitting. well but i still have passion in this sport.
someone motivated me and asked me to hang on there.
juniors coming in on wed so training shld be damn slack.

school wise, A1 is done with their chalet which is ultra fun TTM! love them lots lar! school starts we are now seperated into our different specialisation. which make me feel damn sad that my classmate are all seperated, some are alone. im considered lucky having 4 classmate with me and few of others frm nxt class that i know. 1st week of school is down, im feeling bored and pressured the things are no longer the same. lecturer no longer spoon feed u. to best desribe it, the feeling is worst than doing fitness training. well, nothing comes easy its just 1 year and i will get my ass out of here. HANG ON GRACE!

2010-04-03T01:14:00.003+08:00

and so after super long time finally went cycling on thurs with babe, eunice and julia. 6 hours of power pack cycling. from mac to lagoon to jetty to big splash to changi village. AWESOME! crazily at changi coast rd we started chasing aeroplane, thinking that we could cycle faster than the plane. journey back to ecp was hell, ass hurts like kanna mass fuck as quoted from babe haha... nice time spend with them having lots of fun!

sp junior touch in hours time, shall blog again later...

quoted from haikel's fb:
~ Victory is won not in miles but in inches. Win a little now, hold your ground, and later, win a little more. ~ Are you willing to die the extra inch for your teammates ?
yeah i do!

2010-03-29T01:35:00.002+08:00

results are out quite sucky but gpa increased again wohoooo!!! HAPPY SHIT! 3 B+ 1 B and the rest are crap. 2 more sem to go, FYP gonna be the major one 22 credit. if gotten a A for that i can happy go fly kite hahha. went for ben and jerry's free cone day to make myself satisfied since im craving for ice cream.

gymed on wed before trg . trg was quite ok except for the beginning. 5 sets of suicides which almost killed me, I HATE FITNESS! did usual stuff loop switch 2v1 3v2, love the smell of the grass. i cant stop laughing over those blogshop models pose, somehow thru out the whole training they were posing those failed posed. i ended training with a epic moment! total embarassment!

dinner at pan pacific's Zambuca on a thurs night. love the place the ambience. followed by a movie How to train your dragon at illuma. thanks for everything, and i think my driving skill is better. you and ur techno songs. guess wont be seeing u around so soon. you take care =D

3 more weeks to school reopen and of cos to the bidding farewell of the stupid triangle plate!

MIA

2010-03-22T15:51:00.002+08:00

im done with exams, back from camp and New Zealand. and irritating results is coming out in hours time. anticipating yet scared. year 3 here i come!
touch trng resume but instead of wed is sat now. rad wasnt there her fren albert took over. did ball handling as only 6 peeps appear. pathetic huh? hopefulli more come nxt week im itchy for game. audrey went back to touch like finally after months of mia. so nice to see my teamates once again, looking forward to sat trng.
skills rusty time to sharpen and i need to stop dropping balls. lots of new frens made for the past few weeks, funny and wonderful bunch. they motivated me along...

???

2010-02-09T01:45:00.001+08:00

I asked myself again, why did that happened?

the only thing in my mind

2010-02-03T01:43:00.002+08:00

I told myself for this 1 year 2 month, just put extra effort and extra time in studies and that will be the end. im gonna end it with a happy ending.
IM GONNA DO IT!

season ended

2010-01-25T01:25:00.003+08:00

IVP ended on friday.

we performed better on 2nd match against ntu as compared to 1st match.

3rd match against ite was a walkover.

last match with sim was another failure i guess.

my knee decided to malfunction before the day of ntu match during training.

my speed already slow enough with that i run like tortoise and i seriously hate it.

FML damn leg you are so screwed.

started the tournament like shit and we didnt manage to end it on a better note.

but its ok, we gonna train hard and be back strong on field when pol-ite comes. watch us!

ALL THE WAY BLAZE!

touch touch touch

2010-01-14T00:12:00.002+08:00

last sat had friendlies with nus (not their main team). damn freaking sun thanks to it i got sunburnt and it started to peel now pain ttm. nice game and i think we won...

ivp had started on monday, 1st match was against sp.
shan't elaborate, a fuck up match.
im sorry to let the team down.

2nd match which is later against ntu
gonna ruck hard
make sure i dun repeat the same stupid mistake
WE WILL DO IT, LETS WIN LATER BLAZE!

2010-01-05T23:45:00.002+08:00

training getting physical, run timing from 20 min increased to 25 min.
IVP coming
my body starts to feel tired

MIND OVER BODY did the job, i survived in training!

2010-01-04T02:46:00.001+08:00

The words that you have once told me have never been forgotten

End of 2009, Start of 2010

2009-12-31T22:01:00.003+08:00

In 2009, I....

1. got my driving license (finally)
2. got into a new sports which is TOUCH RUGBY
3. ran 2 10km run, shape run and new balance real run
4. became tanner (people mistaken me as a malay)
5. tummy getting rounder
6. eating like a monster
7. having big fat thunder thighs
8. injured my stupid leg till now still haven recover
9. improved my stamina but still sucky
10. went tokyo, oaska, krabi, phuket
11. gpa increase by a little bit ( smaller than my skin tissue)

In 2010, I want....

1. to be more tone up ( no flabby muscle)
2. tanner
3. ABS
4. stamina
5. speed
6. unlimited money
7. a car ( bigger ones so to fit ruggers in)
8. gpa big increase 3.8 will do im not greedy haha
9. go hokkaido and more place
10. DSLR camera
11. try half marathon
12. find HIM

On a Saturday blazing hot morning

2009-12-31T21:24:00.003+08:00

months

2009-12-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

vivien and me ( jolene behind extra hahaha)

For the pass months im done with common test. had a friendly game with sajc. a short 5D 4N trip to krabi, phuket (photos will be up soon, camera still living in krabi).
having holidays but ending soon...

oh ya after MIA for months, met the sisters on boxing day for christmas dinner at bistro amigo. so nice to see them! thanks ham's mum for the dinner. the 1st thing ham's mum ask was how's life? where is R? LOL. talking abt R, someone broke his leg and instead of sightseeing at korea he went to visit the hospital. recover soon huh see ya in sch.
ham im waiting for ur car to fetch us out...

oldies to now

2009-11-22T02:34:00.004+08:00

spider webs everywhere so decided update.

Class chalet months back was a blast at aloha loyang! mahjong xbox poker from morning till morning. simply enjoy that moment! love it ttm! upcoming chalet should be 4 days 3 nights, ALVIN! is ur turn to organise. looking forward for next...

on the other side, school also have started its already week 5. which also means i have been slacking for 5 weeks. modules is like damn dry boring man! lecturers are wierdos not fun at all.
lucky that i have a crazy class who create jokes out of no where. from poking fun at each other to other class to lecturers. choosing specialisation soon but still no idea what to choose. i seriously need some self-discpline to attend all lesson and start studying before its too late again. common test like just around the corner im gonna be so dead!

rugby is still part of my life. fitness training on thurs sometime really make me pant like hell, my abs is still not forming all i can see is a lump of fats. a sense of satisfaction is what i have every thursday! nyp training on wed is ok learning more moves, having more game play. blacks training is always so stressful from the 1st time i train with them till now, but somehow stress is the thing that make me move on. some moves really make me go HUH?????. other then my high dropping ball rate, im still alive in trug.
something wrong with my leg, its 5 weeks since i injured it, i cant bend it backwards or fully straighten it. its freaking damn irritating, i just wonder when isit going to heal????

people come and go, zy is back from fyp in suzhou like finalli. babe gonna fly to beijing for fyp damn soon. last fri went out with the rest of the juniors for a small farwell for babe. dinner at popeye, yes i know its fattening but is too nice to resist it! afterwhich cam whore and head to marina sq for swensens' earthquake. super shiok but it ended up super disgusting. picture are at facebook see for urself why isit so disgusting. oh ya the topic of the night was my toe! thanks to babe she started all these, damn rubbish lar. babe, im gonna miss your laughter when you are gone!

so this is babe...

and lastly me and my buddy Eugenia or maybe Eugene???hahha

time check 3.33am i wasted so much of my slping time... till then chaoz!

freedom ending

2009-10-14T01:54:00.002+08:00

entered the last week of holiday so sian
holiday end so fast
school time like taking years to end
gonna be super pack when school reopen
fitness training on tue and thurs
so touch rugby will be on tue wed thurs sat
i really want to improve
time managment really needed
super impt sem
choosing specialisation soon
till then.....

TRAINING & CHALET IN HOURS TIME...

nebo carnival

2009-10-11T23:43:00.001+08:00

nebo in the morning at sji, stupid sun hot till can die free flow one.
we are the only all junior team i guess.
9 player 3 sub. how nice
total 5 matches
after 1st match im like half dead
the way we play is atrocious
luckily eunice were there to guide us
we get better after each match
but still lost
never mind we will burn them till they die next time.

Bucks Tourney 4

2009-10-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

played 3 matches again.
nyp matches was total speechless
we gotta improve alot.
4th matches against Margs & Mojitos
forget the score
but we definetly we won.

Train Hard...

holidays numbered

2009-10-05T15:45:00.002+08:00

2 more weeks and sch gonna start. SIANSATION!
those boring lecturers and long hours of schooling is coming back
praying hard for a 4 days week with no night lesson.
gonna spend this 2 week usefully
this week gonna be packed
more time spending on rugby

mon- xiao long bao buffet
tue- Angel's house watch video
wed- training
thurs- friendlies with sp
fri- idk maybe training
sat- bucks tourney
sun- nebo

mon-idk
tue-idk
wed- training & chalet
thurs- chalet
fri - chalet & maybe training
sat-bucks tourney but its a public holiday
sun- idk

class chalet next week im so looking forward for it, haven seen my classmate for about 2 months.
gonna be a blast since my class getting loaded hahaha.
i really need to pack my table and make space for new books to come.
wonder wats my new timetable like?????

Bucks Tourney 3

2009-10-03T19:31:00.001+08:00

played 3 matches today.
3rd matches was against our 1st match oppenent again, Bucks Magaritas.
this time was better
we won 6-1... wohooo happy only.
i didnt score a try and i dun think i contributed anything either.
never mind 3rd match only still got like 7 weeks to go.
i guess i will improve as it goes on.
not i guess is i will and i must.

on a happier side my ball dropping rate is decreasing.
shall train harder....

Haikel's Birthday

2009-09-28T01:22:00.001+08:00

celebrated haikel's 19th birthday at ham's house. indeed a simple and nice dinner i guess thats what he wanted. bought cake and someone wanted mango dunno who so troublesome as usual lar, use to it can liao. played rock band, i simply suck at it. ok till then.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAIKEL!

oh forget to mention 2 additional members to our sisterhood family, vanny and germaine.... finally got more girls lor...

fatty buay tahan you lei, why you so white in the pic????? HAHHAHAHA

Bucks Tourney 2

2009-09-26T23:28:00.001+08:00

sun blazing afternoon.
2nd match against UWCSEA
we won! 6-0
i didnt drop ball this match,
Angel scored a try, wohoooo hahahhaa.
need to improve,
comunicate talk more talk more...

jumping on the trampoline is fun!
you get high and tired the more you jump
everyone went simply crazy
gonna get chance to jump on it every sat
like small kid only hahahhaa

RESULTS!

2009-09-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

worrying are not needed, tossed and turned the previous night. sleepless night.
It came out this morning at 8am, my heart skipped a beat when i was opening the webby.
turned out better than expected, wohoooo!!!! my gpa increased but not a lot, ok better than nothing. damn those 2 D+ simply ruined it.
well, im happy with it but not satisfied i can do way more better than that.

COME ON GPA INCREASE MORE NEXT SEM!!!!

year 2 sem 1 bye! saying a big hello to year 2 sem 2!

GoodBye Patrick!
GoodBye Chee Chien!
GoodBye Ramiah
GoodBye Kuanko!
GoodBye Lim CC!
GoodBye Mui Sing!
Goodbye Wayne!
GoodBye Leong KJ!
GoodBye Alan Sim!

and goodbye i dunno who else....

Bucks Tourney 1

2009-09-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

After much training bucks tourney have started.
1st match was against Bucks Magaritas.
Draw 0-0.
feeling nervous and damn i dropped the ball.
hopefulli will get better as matches goes by.
playing rugby in the muddy feel is so awesome.
i love being muddy!

unlike the past

2009-09-10T22:46:00.001+08:00

headed to city hall to meet them before training, saw dna & qimm at tpy mrt. oh ya dna leaving tomolo to thailand, shall see her again in 3 months time. miss ya! bye!

yest training was ok not that tiring as usual, started 3 sets of sprinting, loop, split and game play. finally there is sub for game play wohooo. lots of funny and classic things happened. did 30 push up, 10 for my stupid mistake didnt re-aline and score the try and 20 as a team for dunno what mistake lar.
after laughing at people who get injured and now my thumb hurts the ball just flew and tip over my thumb and my foots start to hurts when i run again... really my karma sia better stop laughing at those people.
during game play i fell on my butt while back 5, audrey saw and she started laughing at me and the the nxt moment while she was on defend she falled too. KARMA SIA!
3 days of training from now on i guess, theres training tomolo wohoooo!!!

headed back to ftp supposingly for dinner lar but i only came like 10pm+ after training so tapao mac in. talk cok slack and zy went home. me rachel jas chat halfway damn quiet all KO, out of sudden jas crazy shouted then damn energetic. me and rachel went to walk around see the juniors play game, the nxt moment we went back jas already in deep slp.
1am+ went out with mr poon and rachel to tabao mac. came back and realise not enough, those junior are seriously big eater. then the juniors called for mac delivery.
hunted for place to slp, wanted to slp on the chair but life halfway quite uncomfortable so grab a sleeping bag and slept on the floor till 7am woke up, eat breakfast headed home and continue my beauty sleepy.

I realise as years goes by i cannot ton like what i did in the past, example sleep only like 2 hrs 1 day for consecutive 8 days. really old liao 1 night of slping and waking up at wierd hours already drained my energy.

BORED

2009-09-09T11:28:00.000+08:00

Holiday is just so super duper uper boring TTM! everyday nothing to do except for wed evening and sat morning which always make my day more eggciting. I cant wait for class chalet but that also means school reopening like soon. argghhhhh
on a brighter note im meeting my class on monday for a cycling session WOHOOOOO!!! i cant wait for that...

ok till then farwell will blog tomolo since i wont be online tonight i guess...

RUN RUN RUN!

2009-09-08T17:16:00.000+08:00

went to run in the morning, failed run lar! after running for abt 2km my calf started to have this sharp pain like hell till i have to stop and u turn back home. sian! since the shape run till now i haven run long dist damn long never run. i hate to run on concrete floor since i have always been running on grass. was thinking perhaps its time for another race maybe nike human race and new balance real run???

finally i drove today after like so many weeks i never drive. drove to nyp pickup zy for lunch then send her back, afterwhich go ntuc stock up my food im always hungry so food finish fast. headed home and sleep. out of nowhere im craving for changi village nasi lemak perhaps nxt week i shall drive there for lunch hahhaha....

2009-09-05T15:34:00.000+08:00

Blacks training in the morning was killer. damn sun was like free flow and my boots is like burning hot! during game play i was at the edge of dying, my leg just couldnt move fast and im panting worst than a dog. i just realise water is such a nice drink and its super precious.
so ya, definetly for my nxt boots it is not going to be black colour.
i like the succesful switch i did with eugene during 2 v 2 hahahha....

burnt! tiring but im still loving it.
TRAIN HARD TRAIN HARD!

Started and Ended, All in one

2009-09-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

Exam have officially started on 25th and ended today at 11am. FREEDOM!
math was a bastard paper, what we studied did not came out. haiz.... i need to rely on the 30% to get thru this module.
DNC was quite ok, but im not sure if my answer was right. memorising answer works the same qns came out. hahhaa shld be able to get thru lar.
Mircrop was a bitch, again what we studied did not came out totally different can. seriously im like seeing no hope in passing this module. welll done!
INDEC was not badly done except the 1st qns on circuit drawing which stunt me. memorised lots of stufff and it came out, sacrificing of my beauty sleeping hours was worth it. shldnt be a problem passing i hope so.
leaving those exam stuff a side will start worrying when 23rd sept comes near.

On fri 28 aug met up with the Sisters for fatty's early 21st birthday celebration. dinner at ps's sakae teppanyaki and afterwhich rebel, but due to exam i went home after dinner saded lar.... oh ya the sisterhood gotten me a phiten necklace for my birthday present... thanks peeps love you guys....

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SCOTTS LEE WEI LEONG AKA FATTY!

went back to ftp on monday after paper for tchers day celebration, saw lots of people that i haven see them for years i guess. ransacked the staff room with sisters. mdm kavitha was damn joker that she actually believe that we are in uni already. fatty told her that he is in TP then she went HUH you are a traffic police now LOL LMAO! and we told her that her boy like kavin hahah... hall performace is always boring so skip. we told mrs lau that in 11 years time she will see 6 lambo parking in sch during tchers day celebration. and of cos she doesnt believe us, well we shall see... Great Day catching up!

Did the usual stuff for training, tiring my leg still having that wierd feeling.
my stamina sux and ball handling is lagi worst. FML
since its holiday im gonna focus on training my stamina and ball handling.
swim and run on alternate days. playing with tennis ball everday.
i desperately want to improve.
i wonder can we like be more bonded as a team?
Whatever had happened on the field, we shall just leave it there. Its the past.

SHAPE RUN 2009

2009-08-25T00:06:00.002+08:00

After like 2 months i finally got my certificate for shape run 09.

timing kind of sux but at least manage to complete as i had never hit 10k before.
i wonder whats coming next after this?

BLACKS TRAINING CAN TURN YOU BLACK

2009-08-22T14:32:00.000+08:00

went for blacks training at SA in the morning, and ya only me, geisha, sarah and beatrice went. training was super ultimate tiring, we were panting like dog and have difficulty drinking for each water break. and the stupid sun was like blazing hot, wah lao i seriously start to regret buying black boots cause i can feel the stupid heat entering to my foot. this training is way more better than wed, as in we get to learn more stuff. now i know why dna say by going blacks training can improve alot.
wah lao cant i stop dropping ball and start giving out nice passes all the time...

2009-08-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

reach school at 1pm and i started ranting to the boys that im HUNGRY haha.. kenny drove us out and we suppose to eat western but like sian never open, and kenny still can happily say oh ya hor i forget yesterday uncle say today never open. WTF! was like raining super heavily lar.
back to school started mugging from 2.30pm to about 6pm and we started talking about childhood, dunno what waste alot money and such. mugging was shit i still dunno like lots of stuff. just kill me lar! tues coming....

2009-08-20T23:43:00.002+08:00

Had been mugging this few days, wasnt that productive except for tuesday. Trained yesterday night not many came, learnt spin ball passes and injured my foot, hope it heals fast. saturday training with blacks still thinking going or not?
tuesday is like coming in 5days time and its driving me crazy!!!! i cant wait for 2nd sept to come afterwhich will be train train and train...
ok! till then farewell back to mug....

i thought you are wrong
but somehow i realise
you are extremely right
snob lar...

DEEP THOUGHTS

2009-08-18T01:35:00.003+08:00

As I was having my own time today
I thinked
Why not give my best shot
get it does once and move on without regrets.
I just simply recalled what happened
and i swore i wont let it happen again.

MAKE IT BIG! i just can't forget it, wait and see. Time will tell...

ENJOYED

2009-08-17T23:40:00.002+08:00

YUP! i hit 2 yesterday!
Thanks sharon, hongda, jzehue and joseph for the cake!
Thanks A1 for the mini celebration!
Thanks sharon for the present!
THANKS EVERYONE FOR THOSE WELL WISHES!
i enjoyed my day although i stayed home busy ZZZZZ hahaa... i know is kind of sian but cant help it too tired.

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

oac camp

2009-08-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

Went for OAC camp yest, back to ftp put bag then met Sharon and bused mrted to ken ridge hill park. went to henderson bridge to recee, walk here and there. nice place to chill definetly in the evening, scenary was awesome! went this dunno what garden with poon and sharon, dunno whose idea we start to challenge see who can walk fastest on the rock stone and see who can reach the top 1st. like crazy but simply nothing to do lar.
5+ jas and juniors came, jas asked us go walk around we her and we did stupid things again like running to the top and run down wah lao somemore i was wearing slippers.... as we start to get bored, another idea strike us. we saw this woman walking down to the garden and we decided to scare her, but in the end we were the one who was scared. that woman was walking damn fast and we decided to chase her, till a dark corner when we turn she suddenly went missing. wah lao then dunno who started to scream and run, 3 of us run back to the top, like not tired only.

yet again, when we knew that a group of them are heading to henderson bridge, 3 of us ran up the hill and hide behind some bushes waiting for them to be up and booooo! jump up and they started screaming like nobody business and scared a couple LOL!

headed to mt faber to vivo and dinner at burger king. back to school around 10+ slack around and started to play soccer, badminton, rugby. met zy for supper around 12am and my eyes are like closing jas more worst. back to sch at 1am bathed, and slept at a place that no one have slept before, which is we pulled 2 mats and slept in the middle of the street soccer court. star gazing and started to talk rubbish, end up become star gazing at us. when was sleeping damn shiok already stupid mosquito start their mission which is to suck our blood, damn irritating thanks to jas who is dirty never bath only.

woke up at 6plus, breakfast with poon and the 3 of us. not nice but too hungry till i just finish everything. HOME SWEET HOME AT 8AM

2009-08-12T23:01:00.002+08:00

Training was awesome, i love it im still alive. Did the usual stuff 3 punch up, lateral passing, commit and pass. learn new stuff 2 punch up. lots of things to improve on, kind of sux still dropping ball. learn more about the rules and game play before training ends, tried being wing and link like damn stress sia but its fun! i got myself a super long scratch during the game, but worth it lar! hahaha... hope next week got training i feel so empty without it.... somemore tourney like coming soon must train more.
idiot lar everyone laughing at me during bathing time just becos of the stupid facial foam. wah lao if you were to bath in the same toilet as us please prepare to bring ear plugs, is like ULTIMATE NOISY!
Dinner at mac afterwhich cab home.

THAT STUPID JOY FEEL LIKE SMACKING HER, KEEP SAYING I HIT 2.....

I starting to miss the RUGGERS......

NO MORE LESSON!

2009-08-12T01:09:00.003+08:00

I am done with all projects yeah! NO MORE LESSON! WOHOOO!
And so now we are thrown alone, waiting for battle to start.
Before schools end it was simply hectic. stupid role play and presentation take so much of my time. right now i need to manage my time well on studies and training. after exam i can put all my time in training.
this sem seriously not gonna be easy, im having bad feeling and doubting myself. i just got to do my best in it. hopefulli history doesnt repeat itself...

FML EXAMS ARE COMING....

SWENSENS ICE CREAM BUFFET WAIT FOR ME IM COMING SOOON!!!!!!!!!!

Self-train

2009-08-05T23:47:00.001+08:00

Training today wasnt effective kind of sux, was super slack but was very tiring idk why also.
After training was LI BING suprise birthday bash which was also a total failure. flour + water + whipped cream = she stinks alot HAHAHA. oh ya we bought her 18 subway cookies, 1 of it suppose to be for Rachel but she isnt there so she have 1 more, Happy eating Li Bing. DNA and QIMM came and more like helping us be our photographer. Thanks alot...
Headed to amk subway after bath, suppose to be team dinner but ended up only 4 pple, Li Bing, Xu Yun , Kaiwen and me. I just hope the team can be more bonded.

We will know what is hell when training resume next week.

GLORY

2009-08-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

POL-ITE Games 2009 Day 5

Day 5 - Gold Medal Day - everybody was waiting for the game between Nanyang Polytechnic and Singapore Polytechnic. The draw was perfect, the final day and the only 2 teams that could take the Gold Meadal playing each other.

The game was played as you would expect a Finals match to be played, very tough and no quarter given. The game flowed from one end to the other with neither team seeming to be gaining the ascendency. At half time the game was still locked at nil all. Twenty minutes to go to find the winner. Nanayang seemed to pressuring Singapore Polytechnic more and more and then in the space of 2 minutes they ran in 2 touchdowns. This proved too much for Singapore Polytechnic and the game ended with Nanayang Polytechnic crowned POL-ITE 2009 Champions.

The early game saw Temasek Polytechnic, as expected, wrap up the silver medal with a convincing win over ITE

The final game of the night and of the POL-ITE Games was the clash between friendly rivals Republic Polytechnic and Ngee Ann Polytechnic. At the end of a tough game Republic Polytechnic ran out winners 3 touchdowns to 2.

The MVP (Most Valauble Player) of the Tournament went to Amilianah Razak from Temasek Polytechnic

An All Star team was selected by the TFS National selectors over the period of the Tournament and these players are:

Pui San Lai Ngee Ann Pollytechnic
Isobel Kok Temasek Polytechnic
Audrey Lange Temasek Polytechnic
Eunice Lim Nanyang Polytechnic
Genevieve Chow Nanyang Polytechnic
Dalinah Latiff Republic Polytechnic
Juriani Saini Republic Polytechnic
faezah Radiman Republic Polytechnic
See Pei Ru Nanyang Polytechnic
Nur Syahidah Aisyah Johari Singapore Polytechnic
Lam Min Yi Republic Polytechnic
Amilianah Razak Temasek Polytechnic
Diann Lee Singapore Polytechnic
Siti Suhaina Adam Singapore Polytechnic
and the additional squad players are:
Elizabeth Wong Temasek Polytechnic
Nana Syafiqa ITE
Hilda Lee Temasek Polytechnic
Amanda Lazaroo Republic Polytechnic
Eudora Yap Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Lim Wan Xin Republic Polytechnic

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGACIA!

2009-07-31T11:31:00.002+08:00

GAY! YOU OWE ME 17 SLAPS...HAHHAHAHA

LOOK AT HER SPASTIC CB FACE, SEE ALREADY ONLY FEEL LIKE SLAPPING ONLY.

HAVE A WONDERFUL GAY DAY!

CHAMPION!

2009-07-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

BLAZE IS THE POL-ITE CHAMPION!

1st half was 0-0, 2nd half we were saying lets cheer for BLAZE when the sp people are near give them pressure, it seems to work huh. And BLAZE scored 1-0. And so we tried again the score became 2-0. we cheer till like no voice, machiam like some crazy woman dunno from where. I cant stop laughing with that agaysia and joy around. They too ULTIMATE!

Anyway super nice and exciting match with both team being so strong. Happy for the seniors like after 4 years the trophy belongs to them. THOSE BITTER MOMENT ENDED AND HERE COMES THEIR SWEET VICTORY they definetly deserve this...

GO BLAZE ALL THE WAY!

2009-07-29T00:20:00.001+08:00

in hours time.....

tomolo match going to be super duper uper ULTIMATE EXCITING TTM!

GO BLAZE!

WIN HOME AS A CHAMPION!

2009-07-25T17:13:00.001+08:00

Training in the morning at SA but Zuby told us the wrong place, 10 of us went to sajc somemore already boot up then call her again she sure is at sajc or not, then she said is at SA junior. wah everyone feel like killing her esp Hazel she just walk from SA junior to sajc...hahaha thanks ah Zuby.

did the usual stuff, learned loop which i somehow always confuse with the direction. blur like an idiot lar! ended about 1pm, lunched at KFC tpy. stupid peeps u guys make me addict to 21 guns again.

i seriously hating it when everytime i drop ball or did not pass it out nicely. irritating and frustrating. wth have i been doing the past 2 months? NB NOOB

2009-07-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

The feeling of entering the stadium today was so different everyone looks so tense up! crucial match
and so.....NYP vs RP and Blaze did well

Draw 2-2

rp scored 1st which make us super heart attack but GEN save the day wohooo. ULTIMATE NICE MATCH!

nxt wed will be last match against sp, BLAZE gonna win home as a champion!

ALL THE WAY BLAZE!

CAPS IT

2009-07-23T00:39:00.002+08:00

CRAP THRU THE NIGHT WITH GEISHA, VIVIEN, AUDREY, BEATRICE AND FHAZZANA. FUNNY TTM LAR! THANKS TO GEISHA SHE STARTED HER LAO CHEEBAI. THEN DUNNO HOW WE FROM THAT TO BOOBS TO PANCAKE TO PRATA THEN TO DUNNO WHAT. TOO MUCH CRAP LAR,JUST CANT STOP LAUGHING!

WE LOVE TALKING CAPS LAR!

SELF-TRAIN TODAY WITH SOME JUNIORS, THE NUMBER WHO CAME IS MORE THAN WHAT WE EXPECTED. NOT BAD, QUITE FUN. 3 ROUNDS WARMING UP, AFTER 1 ROUND WE ALREADY TIRED. IDK WHY ALSO. LEARNED LOOP AND SWITCH, STILL ABIT BLUR NEED MORE PRACTICE LAR.
FINISH ABOUT 7.30, BATHED, DINNER AT MAC WITH DNA AND SARAH. HOMED.
HOPEFULLY NXT WEEK HAVE THIS TRAINING AGAIN BEFORE THE OFFICIAL TRAINING STARTS, I DUN WANT TO DIE LAR~

2009-07-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

Blaze vs ITE 15-0. WE WON!

2 more match to go. nxt up on thurs against rp.

ALL THE WAY BLAZE <3

BONDING

2009-07-17T12:25:00.012+08:00

BLAZE!

2009-07-16T00:29:00.002+08:00

NYP Blaze won TP 1-0 yeah!

nice match super intresting and kan chiong. we scream and shout like mad.

we keep counting down hope the air horn faster sound. heart can fly sia they almost touchdown 2 times.

3 more match to go. 3rd match on nxt tue against ITE!

BLAZE ALL THE WAY!

2009-07-13T23:36:00.003+08:00

skipped comport lesson and went to np be pom pom girl as pol-ite starts today. 1st match against np and NYP BLAZE WON!!!! 5-1 wohooo...congrats senior!
nxt match will be on wed against tp, will be down be pom pom girl.

ALL THE WAY BLAZE!

I miss trug my hands and feet are itchy!

learn from others mistake so that you won't do it like them on the field...

not over just begin

2009-07-10T01:28:00.002+08:00

common test is over and i did horribly, terribly, atrocious, good job Grace!
micro.p was the 1st paper, results are out 34/100.
followed by math, another one which im going to fail. studied till 2am and best part was the next day while taking the paper i forgotten everything. haiz....
industrial dunno what lar Patrick's paper, i seriously dun think im going to pass although i know how to do some of the qns.
last paper which is yest, DNC comport's. this paper is a really joker, shant elaborate wanna know ask me. I have no confidence in passing.

WAKE UP GRACE! THINGS AREN'T GOING WELL!

CHILL

2009-07-05T10:19:00.000+08:00

went to alps cafe yest night with the sisters to drink. didnt drink much, must know your on limit. good time chit chatting as everyone get high. halfway, saw sally and kim they joined us along. left early about 12+ too high liao shared cab with sally and kim. nice day! SHIOK!
IM NOT DRUNK!

2009-07-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

i feel so empty and wierd, theres no training! it seems to be added to my weekly routine.

primary school 6D gathering at sakura orchard in the evening. we have not met each other for 8 years. having a great time catching with another as well as talking about those kiddy stuff we did last time...haha.. after dinner we strolled down to cathay for dessert at bens and jerry... photo taking, talk cok session, shooting each other eg. qifang's aura!. and so we bid farewell. hope more of these will come...

2009-06-29T02:42:00.002+08:00

sian! no training the whole of july. gotta self train, stamina like shit!
can only afford to improve.
if physical level drop, when resume sure hahha GG.. more suprises awaiting for us.

2009-06-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

Team Bonding 1-5pm
was super duper ultimate fun and funny to the max! my grp was CHICKEN then kanna sabo be the captain for chicken. chicken damn noisy and babe always ask me to control my group. LOL. dayana hannah pipi noisy till chicken minus points and they are not allowed to talk. but who cares in the end CHICKEN STILL WIN! hehe.... winners gets to pour water on looser.

Training 5-7pm
learning new things every week. super fun also but tiring.

dinner at bishan LJS with viven, jooyu, hazel and angelia eat and stone all wanna KO. afterwhich cabbed home AGAIN!

SLOW

2009-06-26T01:25:00.001+08:00

FASTER!
TOO SLOW!
I FEEL SO HEAVY!
THATS NOT MY BEST!
COME ON LEG GO FASTER!

shagged

2009-06-21T02:41:00.003+08:00

yest training was causing my leg to almost die off, i feel so dead after that. did sprinting, crunches, lunges, push up, 2v1, back paddling and ended with game play. when doing back paddling my leg feels like jelly! im aching from top to toe i could hardly walk, but i love this feeling. sicko! 6 hrs nxt week, more suprises coming!

after training, met the sisters at amk then off we go to our virgin trip to safari. crap alot in the bus, keep disiao fatty because of his wierdo shoes. AH TIONG! reach there nearing 9pm, go do wat we suppose to do then buy ticket. we took the tram to 1st station, go leopard trail. Ham hide at some bushes wanted to scare us but he became 1 of night safari exhibit. got 2 guy walk pass the bushes... see see! got something at the bush there, whats that ah?!!!! LOL....
we went to the place got alot of bat and we start screaming cause the bats were flying around. super funny. scared but still wanna go in. nothing to say thats us!
Continue the tram ride till the last station, bused out to upper thomsom road for supper. chilled, slacked, chatted and share cab home with hk.
FUN! thanks to IRA!

2009-06-18T02:17:00.000+08:00

my hand and leg are itchy for some touch!

2009-06-08T00:48:00.001+08:00

nebo touch yest was shiok! great experience and exposure, was suppposingly for the "noob" but idk what happened more pro than "noob". learn last min skill before it starts. against rp, hc, tp1, tp2. 4 matches 2 wins and 2 loses. for 1st timer like us shld be not bad i guess, not knowing any rules just anyhow play haha.. centre, link, wings. theres is still lots of things for us to work on.
super fun! we did lots of funny things and stupid mistake lar.... hope more of this will come!

it rain but im chao ta!

well done!

2009-05-31T17:49:00.001+08:00

you and your kiddy self
please fucking grow up

2009-05-27T22:49:00.002+08:00

don't end now, its just the beginning of it.

2009-05-25T00:23:00.002+08:00

its true that if you really want something, no matter how hard it is for you to attain it you will definetly find your ways to get it.
take a minute to think about how much you want something and how much have you done for it, think about the process of how you are going to attain that want of yours. are you really enjoying what you are doing or are you doing it just for the sake of doing it?

it just make me reflect a lot on the past, how much effort i put in to be here.
tiring, stress, fun, crazy, bitchy and i fully enjoy those moment with them are what i can say.
i miss those times...

2009-05-19T00:19:00.002+08:00

i am still finding for the feeling to get started, yes! its that feeling. that super shiok feeling. i long have the satisfaction. i want it so badly! haven't been productive for the past 1 month. need to wake up and stop dreaming. i work hard for those miracles, they won't just plainly fall to me like that.

WAKE UP!

week 3 flew, 15 weeks left!

2009-05-11T00:38:00.002+08:00

freak it! week 3 was disaster. missed patrick's pract and drawing lecture on mon morning cause was sick. im still quite hardworking was on mc on mon but still went to school for afternoon practical, simply becos 1 lesson missed next lesson double work. every wed is ruin by that bitchy ANG MS. fuck her! i just hope she vanished in this world. throw woman face only.
Thursday math lecture was funny. everyone was basically shouting at KUANKO.

boy: teacher shut up lar! ur voice damn irritating lei.
kuanko: if i shut up how i teach? you then shut up lar.

idiotic kuanko always calls for break to eat his chap chye peng. his lecture is like huh???? wat the hell you talking, so i decided to go home and sleep after break.

Friday i skipped kuanko's math lecture again i think is useless to go, so find a classroom and sleep. super uper sleepy lar!

something is wrong with me, dunno anything about math still skipping lecture here and there. somehow i feel rather guilty after skipping lesson, perhaps thats human nature. hopefulli i can resist my temptation of skipping starting for next week onwards. tests are around the corner im so going to die soon. continue like that it wont be a suprise if fail any module lar. I must remind myself that sentence to keep myself moving!!!!!!

2009-05-10T01:21:00.002+08:00

things are getting tough
feeling like a heavy load had just pile on me
i cant breathe
i want to break free
i want to stop here
i am tired.

2009-05-08T00:36:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUSSELL!
meet up soon! have fun , dun drunk....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGYI!
go drink your kopi-o lar...

Week 2 gone, 16 weeks to go!

2009-05-02T00:56:00.004+08:00

school making me feeling shack. my sleeping time are not enough, im easily hungry.
modules are horrendous, i not understanding anything. everything is getting tougher and tougher than before. math tutorial are just piling up, i have not even done my week 1 and now week 2 is dueing. going to have a big problem completing it, i simply know nuts about that.
controlling myself not to skip lectures, just becos i want to go home earlier to SLEEP. well, i should see how long my self-discipline last.
year 2 lecturers are a bunch of wierdos, my class just cant stop laughing at them.

things to complete:
1. soldering of components
2. math tutorial
3. ppt presentation slide

I NEED MORE TIME!

no, im not
rewind
much better
and i will be

Start of a new journey

2009-04-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

Done with holiday! holiday was not bad a time for me to charge up for a longer journey.
Started my holiday with class chalet, fun! fabulous! size doesnt matters! awaesome time with my classmate, this is the time we bond further. I loving my class EC0801, a crazy bunch that definetly suites me in haha....
after that was level camp at serembun, that place is horrible. no need to further elaborate, you can just imagine those disgusting scence urself.
A trip to Japan during in my mid holiday. A place that i will definetly go again. shopping will be imba if i have more money.wait till i save up and i will be back there again. Burberry blue label wait for me!
i forget what i did but basically was slacking around during the holidays, running, swimming...
before school start, get to db again shiok! fun! best!

school had started a week. which means week 1 down, 14 weeks to go. I am looking towards the next holiday haha... so far so good for sch, but just that at times i feel sleepy without my afternoon nap. night classes on monday to 9.30pm which gave us an off day on tues. all new faces of lecturer, but still old aged ones. some are nice, while the others are KPKB! getting into a new sem and a new year make me suddenly treasure how nice are my year 1 lecturers. oh ya! there are also some new faces in my class too, my class is just so friendly so i think they will get use to it fast. There is something i am proud of A1, we managed to move on together as a class while it doesnt seems like happening to other class. YEAH! thats the spirit, we stay united with each other to move on and kill all the lecturers. show them our STEVEN POWER!!! MUAHAHHA!
I think setting goals for every sem is rather a must for me, so that i wont slack off easily. well, as for this sem. I hope i will not rely on my classmates on equizes, common test, assingment and such. its the time to learn. secondly, i am looking forward to see a vast increment in my GPA. slight increase in year 1 sem 2, hopefulli i will do better this year. Thirdly, i think i need to have a change which is stop giving the DUN CARE attitude. Lastly, i still hope A1 will move together as a class to next sem again.

Before i end here, i want to say a BIG THANK YOU TO MY CLASSMATE EC0801 A1. without you guys support and help, i will still be stuck in year 1! THANKS A LOT!

no longer any

2009-03-28T23:52:00.002+08:00

I missed the opportunity the other time,
I guess i won't have another chance.
People are moving forward
and I'm still lagging behind.
In a somber state hunting for ways to be one!
I looking forward to the day for a way.
Time will tell.
Everything now is still indistinct...

its the 2nd part!

2009-03-20T01:47:00.003+08:00

Yeah! i am in the midst of having my holiday, dry. super long im rotting like nobody business.
Just had my dooms day days ago, I hold my breathe while hunting for F, phew... there wasnt any of them. some was suprising but were also to my disappointment. i think i have mention in the previous post, I get worried when I am confident... that was what I meant everything was to the opposite site. the number increased! like abit not alot still at the 1 zone zzzzz..... if it wasnt for that big D i would have climb further up. well, minimal improvement better than none. journey ahead are getting tedious and adventurous, how much more I can take it I don't know. somehow i'm quite looking forward to the finishing line, the point where how much i earn...hahaha. Everything happening now is just a stepping stone.... Endure, perserverance and blah blah blah..........
was so HAPPY and almost wanted to sing HAPPY SHALALALA! but on my 2nd thought better not in case got any big lizard drop down again!

OH YES! another miracle made! muahahhaa...

flying out of the red dot.

FEARLESS

2009-03-16T11:49:00.001+08:00

no fear no fear! i will conquer it!

End of yr 1???

2009-02-24T14:46:00.002+08:00

Exam ended, the 1st and 2nd paper was a total rotten luck and I might be failing it. esp EC i am super duper uper worried,hopefulli they will moderate. I dont want to be left behind again. As for the last paper which is DE, i am quite satisfied and happy with it although i forgetten how to do some. As I get confident for a pass for that paper i get worried too. Its always this case that i thought the outcome will be a positive one but it end up the opposite way. Well, as for now pray hard for the best and hope that miracle will happen again.

Heres the start of the official my official holiday, class chalet tomolo till friday. After that theres nothing for me to do, its a total SIANSATION plus money not enough.

HUNGRY..... continue later

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-02-17T21:46:00.002+08:00

I was crashed badly by damn stupid math.
I forgotten everything i memorised.
The minute I flipped open the paper
my mind went blank
and thats it.
well done, good luck.
I HATE MATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here I go...

2009-02-17T08:31:00.002+08:00

damn stupid MATH paper later at 12.30pm...
did not understand but i somehow memorise the steps.
Again and yet again
theres still chances of passing.
I believe i can make another miracle,
watch and see....
Mug mug mug....

2009-02-11T13:18:00.002+08:00

I am growing from all this shit
I am so called enjoying,
finding ways to understand
how to do,
and methods to solve this shit.
The will of doing it,
I will move along with the rest.
I found the reason behind it,
that is the way to make me move.
I grew from this...

IF you think

2009-02-04T23:42:00.002+08:00

If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not, you don't!
If you want to win, but you think you can't,
It's almost a cinch you won't.

If you think you'll lose, you're lost;
For out in the world we find
Success begins with a fellow's will;
It's all in the state of mind.

Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger and faster man,
But sooner or later the man who wins
Is the man who thinks he can.

2009-01-22T20:26:00.002+08:00

After much bullshitting to the lecturer, finalli we get started. stupid pig stinks like shit and my hand are so gluey, half done only need another layer. sch this week was short, that ends week 15. autocad lab test done, yeah! need not see the bastard face again. lefting with c# and creative to hand in and EC and DE lesson.
CNY are just around the corner, no mood for it. simply, just a break for the usual routine. Will be spending the long weekend soldering circuits to complete the creative thingy.

Wierd mentality thinking, rather numb of it. so i told myself, heck care let it be. do what you suppose to now. thats the cruelty of the world... Im no longer who I am in the past.

The changes

2009-01-16T00:20:00.002+08:00

As i was thinking in deep thoughts
and i started to realise the changes.
Not being what i used to be.
Cant really be blamed,
with this type of environment
the amount of pressure greatly increased.
feeling more stressed up than before,
even then, not feeling this when taking the major one a year back.
Things are getting unmanageable,
without helps from them,
it is a disaster,
and won't be able to make it till now.
feeling guilty after what i did.
in this current state,
how long am i able to withstand?
There will sure come a day where we need to be apart.
fearing for that moment.
need to find a solution to it fast.
will endure to the end,
as long as i'm still kicking alive.
Going to give the best shot for the upcoming one,
so as to proved my ability and not make one's effort down...

2009-01-12T18:45:00.003+08:00

its the same... sian
what should i do after this journey?
What should i do now?
give myself another attempt?
damn stress and vexed...haiz...
damn those school work...

talk easy so please shut up!

finally a run...

2009-01-09T23:54:00.002+08:00

This morning was really not a day, shant elaborate much on what happened. Im just disappointed with myself and i start to vent my anger on it. although that wasnt a right thing to do but i simply just cant hold back. was effing in a fuck up mood.

Decided to head for a run to chill myself or to make myself tired to forget about what happened. Double the distance of what i usually did. Matt tag along but his cycling, met him when i was running back from jalan tpy. was really a good run didnt feel tired or running out of breath at all. shiok ah! I love this feeling more of this will come again. highly motivated!

2009-01-07T22:18:00.002+08:00

a good start for the year.
hope everything will just continue to move on smoothly.
i wish that another of that will happen.
i pray hard for it.
please dont crash on me another time.
a devil's and an angel's thought.
i wonder what is the outcome.
im prepared for the best and worst.
let time tell me about it...

2009 resolution

2009-01-01T23:30:00.003+08:00

1. driving license
2. good academic result with at least an A
3. smoothly get into year 2
4. car
5. get fitter
6. complete a race
7. more money
8. go overseas, japan? hong kong? tasmania? or malaysia again?

New beginning it sure not gonna be tough and i will definetly have fun with all these challengers because i grew.
I am anticipating it to happen!

Happy New Year and Happy Birthday Genisha and Kenny !

summary of 2008

2008-12-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

2008 is coming to an end, so i should just sum up now...

In January, got my O level result not fantastic but at least i managed to move on. was quite happy with my result but happiness doesnt last as problem starts to arise. The course i wanted for was not offered to be because of my D7 grades, so its like the course offered to me was somehow not in my mind. Try to find ways to get into those courses but theres not way out just to accept it. Consulted my teachers and friends about those available course, it like playing tikam game choosing my course. At last coming to a conclusion i chose most of the engineering course although i seriously hate it.

Got my posting result in march, posted to NYP's Electronic, computer and communcation engineering. Appealed for Np instead but appeal wasnt successful just have to stick with it then.
I hated school that time firstly was a course that i hate and lastly wasnt a school that i like.

A brand new journey started in april, new faces and new environment. I adapted fast into it, make new friends and start my rubbish again. my class was sure a fun group with some wierdos.
I started skipping lesson, school, blah blah blah... joined canoeing, but was out because i failed my physical test....super unfit but i enjoyed those training.
failed all my common test and stuff but managed to smoke through and move on to semester 2.
told myself i need to concentrate when sem 2 starts, but old habit cant change or rather it went worst... skip more lesson and school and become a warning letter collector....

i found the answer to a question that have been bordering me for 2 years. i am relieved i should say, it was a wrong thinking. I neeed not feel that, it doesnt happens to me only...

this year was a fruitful ones, i have learnt alot of things besides what i have learnt from my modules. everything to me is no longer spoonfeeded like the past, i need to give in and hunt for in. I should say im still quite lucky, there are still people guiding along the way. im well equipped with skills to survive in this cruel world. im gonna make another miracle happen again, just wait and see!

wei leong: see i start with you 1st, anyway thanks alot... you are the one who make me found the answer to the question. ya im confidence in myself , im no longer the old self. finalli there isnt a need to compete with you this year not so stressful... i know you will always be my supporting pillar and i will always be your listening ears. i really must respect you that you have the courage to move on although its 2 times.... knowing you for one year you are still that white chicken, lets go tan! haha... once again thanks lar...

haikel: mugging session with u at mac was great and was super effective... but i guess mac hate us becos their electric bill sure rise. althought ur math still ahem ahem but u still try to help me in it... thanks hunk! ever since you joined db you becoming muscular. all the best for your creating of 6 pac. Work hard dude!

genisha: its beeen 1 year and 6 days since i last saw you but i doubt that your voice have lower down. you went MIA and suddenly pop out for no where again. thanks for leaving those good memories although they are not a long one but they are a wonderful one. hope to see ya soon in singapore or nepal? faster get ur A level done, fly to us and we will have a game of floorball, netball??? or dunno what ball. Im missing you....

sharon: even though i only know you for months but you are my good toilet and chap chye peng buddy....hhaa.. yeah! we both have a common thing is we hate tuesday! haha... thanks alot for helping me in school work and such. i will try not to leave you alone next sem ok???haha... good luck for exam gal.

Russel ah.... congrats you have chased up, you know what lar huh... and hope that day will be the day that we both get what we want. haha... your ears are always there to listen my sorrows and you never fail to cheer me up ... you and your stupid act always the joke of the class. and not forgetting the damn stupid things that we did. thanks bro... All the best! lets graduate out of nyp together!!!

2008-12-24T02:23:00.003+08:00

finalli done with common test long ago and now im enjoying my long awaited moments HOLIDAYS! but its nearing to an end lefting with 5 days... haiz... few days ago i have heard from my one of my classmate that i passed the freaking MATH!!!! wohoooo feeling so good after mugging like 1 stupid crazy dog. YESHA!!! another miracle again im well trained in making it happened! Im anticipating for 2 more to come.

Had our 1st official class outing other than that lunching AMK. this time round was bbq at ECP. our pit was effing far, but lucky there is something called CAR and BICYCLE. travelled to and fro by bicycle. first was to find jh, sharon and me cycled there and his pit was pit 16! 2nd time was with linda and alvin to buy drinks from 7-11. by that time my butt was hurting like hell, supposingly shld be my leg but dunno why is butt.

BBQ was quite fun, people get super duper high without even drinking, shant mention who she is but you guys should know...haha. all of us was sitting at the rock most of the time, talk cok, sing song but no mah jong. Linda brought tent, abt 3 plus head to the tent trying to catch a nap but doesnt seeem workable, plug in my itouch listen it all the way frm 3-6am yet im still wide awake.
abt 6.30am decided to hail for a cab and chaoz home for the most shiok moment....

Alvin a big thanks for organising this bbq, we really have fun and enjoyed it!

thats about it... lazy to post photo its on fb.
anyway MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!

2008-12-13T02:08:00.001+08:00

im wondering where are you
and who are you...
i hope to see you soon...

2008-12-11T12:45:00.002+08:00

digital electronics at 4.30pm... JUST DO IT!

someone change liao after knowing for 1yr plus now start to suan pple haiz.... so do i

beginning

2008-12-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

Math here i come conquering in hours time, althought not fully prepared but i will do my best! muahhaha

2008-12-01T10:24:00.000+08:00

I doubt you will
thru this i know another side of you...

complain

2008-11-30T23:38:00.002+08:00

my dumb math lecturer said that im naughty, just because i always copied my assingment. wth! who don't copy? as if im the only one, and ya shldnt be the word to use, it should be called reference. and what a term she use NAUGHTHY, hello! this is poly not primary school lei. coming to a conclusion with some of my classmate in order to shut her big mouth, getting good result will be the solution to it. so now im super desperate for a good result for the upcoming CT so that i can shut her mouth and need not hear her going gagagagagagag.....
oh ya not forgetting just days ago when that LLB was trying to on the OHP and guess what happened. it wasnt it the same lecture theatre but the ohp gave out a zzzzzzzzzzzzzz sound and it gave out smoke. it stinks the whole theatre but unfortunately she wasnt electrocuted. haiz....

thinking about naughty, if im naughty i guess LLB wont be alive now. somehow i have this funny thinking of locking her up in toilet and let her scream like an insane woman, and i will be going MUAHAHHAHAH.... sicko but i love it...

tougher

2008-11-30T23:02:00.001+08:00

what obstacles that did not kill me, only makes me stronger than before.

stresses of life

2008-11-29T00:42:00.002+08:00

math will start 1st and im scratching my head how and where to get started.

digital electronic will come next and im also scratching my head.i don't know what the hell is going on, waiting for a kind soul to teach me.

electric circuit will come last and im still scratching my head wondering how to solve those irritating circuits.

C# is non examinable but im scratching my head real hard cracking my brain on how to start programming the pyramid game.

rant rant rant...

2008-11-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

Common test is nearing in 1 week plus time. As it is nearing my feeling of skipping school gets higher. I'm hating school, everything is so dry especially on tuesday. Thats the day my class hate the most. Not about the duration of the school hours but about the modules and lectures. Hating up to the extent that my classmate just heck care about the last lesson and just skip without reason. Well, who likes steven's lesson? its like who ever tom dick or harry also can teach, by just clicking the video play and pause. And moreover he always gave a stern look and his face got this 2 word in chinese QIAN BIAN! with the 2 moustache. Skipping lectures on thursday seems to be a routine for me, not that i do not want to attend but somehow i think is a waste of time. Since attending i also will be fooling around so why not don't waste my time, heading home to bed will be a better choice.

Feeling so unmotivated to go school everyday, simply i just have the i can be bothered attitude. Taking every single thing for granted, forgetting how tyco did i make it for semester 2. Right now, i only have the feel of scoring well in math to prove to that LLB so that I can shut up her mouth. She is too noisy i can't stand it but so far thats the only way to shut her off. Only 2 huge chapter for math Differentiation and Integration but thats enough to kill me. I know nuts about it. Might get started this coming saturday...

HOLIDAY HERE I COME....

2008-11-27T21:09:00.001+08:00

I doubt you will...
I'm use to it....

only you will know lar

2008-11-24T22:51:00.003+08:00

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enough is enough
got limit
waste my time
my breathe
my sleep
LOL
cant be bothered....

oh ya.... DON'T ASSUME, ASK!

the weakest link will knock out 1st... back to the race!

fun fun fun!

2008-11-22T22:39:00.003+08:00

This 2 weeks is the best. done with my 7th 8km run, its like totally nothing did not feel any single bit of tiredness. suppose to hike from boon keng to ecp sailing club but was quite lazy so took a short cut and i started from ecp mac instead haha... 3 hours kayaking was quite fun and tiring, should be fun but with kpkb instructor it makes the thing a bit sian. its the 2nd time dbing super fun lar, we did viking again and played tug of war. keep challenging the other boat although we gave them 10 row start but we still won. halfway heavy downpour make the rowing super tedious plus the visibility its only 5m but the feeling of it is super shiok. 3 hours of kayaking + 2 hours of db back to back = armpit cramp. 3rd time paintballing, this thing is always fun im proud to say that i never kanna any single shot this time round. camouflaging skill too good liao. Got to try out DSLR and i must say that it is the super duper uper coolest gadget that you can find, as it is the coolest gadget the price also a bit nice lar. perhaps will invest one in years time after my 800IS knock out.

After 2 weeks of fun now im down with, fever, sore throat, flu and muscle ache which is killing me, can only walk in a super slow speed and im aching from top to toe.

As for now, CT is in 2 weeks times which means must start mugging. chances of passing is about 30% not aiming high but i dun want to get a 0 super embarrasing can. time to rest...

Lost and found!

2008-11-05T23:10:00.002+08:00

Finally after months nearing to a year, I have some news of Genisha. really miss those time i spend with her mugging... fatty is jealous just becos she emailed me and not him hahah... and this is what she wrote...

hey there grace, of course i've missed you so much. Sorry haven't had the time to really sit down and write you guys mails. and you can send me as much maths worksheets as you want, be it algebra or anything, i'll just use it to make fire during winter. LOL.! girl, how are you and the others?miss you guys like hell.i'm doing my 'A' Levels in a international school. took maths for a month or so and then i gave up. there is truly no teacher with paitences like king kong, and of vourse, you and fatty leong!im just taking triple science as my subjects. and moles from chemistry is easy ok, i dunno what you guys were doing! im sorry i won't be able to come online on msn coz i do not have net on my laptop. its so expensive la! its not so fast like singapore's too.er so what are you doing now?tell me all okay! missing you guys to the core andsee you guys soon, probably when i finish school coz i don't have time for holidaying!

loveDr. Genisha(lol)

3rd week

2008-11-01T22:57:00.003+08:00

a drag going to school,
walking those long and seems to be unfinished road,
its more tedious with bags weighting like tons,
but theres is no choice.
modules are like so far so good, still manageable.
other than the stupid woman's MATH,
i am hating her lesson to the core.
Her 2 hours lesson seems to be like 2 days.
with her disgusting act, its really a torture going for that.
she adds on to my monday blues.
the teaching method of her is really ATROCIOUS
or i shld rather say too "good"
till no words can describe.
getting somehow worried,
firstly, by looking at it my B will fly away
secondly, if she thinks that you cannot pass for exam
she will debarred you.
lastly, i wonder how am I going to pass this time.

CONCLUSION:
fuck you woman,
get lost,
and stop acting cute,
you are rather suitable to be a
PRIMARY SCHOOL TEACHER...

let it go...

2008-11-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

been rather foolish.
i have finally thought it through
it is all a dream, and now its time to let it go.
trying to forget every single thing,
hard and its quite impossible,
time will tell.
but a thing for sure,
the scar can never be healed, its permamenent.